anton

observer. software engineer

Goals and lessons

Goals

This one is simple:


Those are my main goals. My weight fluctuated in the past 10 years between 69 and 82 kilograms. Reflecting on it I remember that I feel the best at my lowest weight. 69kg is not necessary, but 72-74 range is good enough. When I cary less weight I feel energized and more mobile and even more strong. In 2024 I realized that now for me it's way harder to loose my weight. In 2022 I was able to go from 82kg to 76.5 in just 2.5 month. I did running and skipped meals and it worked. In 2024 it doesn't work anymore. Even with a higher running mileage. So I'm adjusting my target weight to 78kg for now.

I like the feeling of lightness and energy it brings. So that is my main goal.

Strength is just a side effect of losing weight, feeling more energetic and actually doing exercises. I don’t care that much how my muscle look, but I like the feeling of strength. When I can win the goal playing football using my body, or pulling my body weight on various bars. Or being able to do surfing (requires tons of strength). I like that feeling of being able to climb difficult mountain on my bike or being able to run distance I never imagined.

And obviously I want those things to be sustainable. I don’t want to loose my weight fast and then get it back two month later. The same with strength. I don’t need to become strong very quickly if I’m going to loose it again later.

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